I am happy with who i am:
 I hate everything about me, I hate my natural red hair. I hate my face. I hate my curves (the CURSE of Curves)
 When i look in the mirror all i see are faults.

 Nothings wrong:
  Everyhings wrong. I have ADHD && im in cousuling , I hate myself

 I've never been sexual abused:
  I was raped at 8 by a neighbor. My cusion melosted me from age 6 to 9, hes FOUR years older

 Im happy being an outcast:
  I wish soooo bady to acceptted. I hate that being me isnt enough. NOT even on here. No one gives a shit about the Outcast girl whos random shes weird.
                           
YES BITCHES IM WERID & YOU LOVE IT

OMG
 I LOVE LOVE LOVE THEM
i have for about a year now but still
There album WANT is awsome
my fave songs:
Im not your boyfriend baby
Dont trust me
Stars Struckk
Colorado Sunrise

 kiss me....
 
in the moonlight
on a starry night
in the rain
before i get on that train
Tell me not to go

Light up the Joint
enjoy the day
watch your troubles drift away

 Now i know why my bf dustin hasnt called me like he siad he would
 He stayed at his friend Bretts house
   Info on Brett: Stalker guy who likes me Calls me 5 times a week, Tells me to dump dustin
He told Dustin i call HIM, everyday which i dont so dustin thinks im cheating on him
    On friday Dustin was all like i love you & i never want to see you cry
   But today he said he doesn't care that i cried & kept hanging up on me.
 He said he believe's Brett becuase he's known Brett longer
   Dusitn knows about Bretts phyco Stalkerness
I dont know what to do im crying right now & im very depressed please cheer me up before i do somthing harmful
 

Find out the kind of person you are, or should be.

A; is for astonishing
B; is for brave
C; is for clever
D; is for ditsy
E; is for erroneous
F; is for falls in love easy
G; is for giggle
H; is for hasty
I;  is for intelligent
J; is for joyful
K; is for kinky
L; is for lovable
M; is for memorable
N; is for naught
O; is for optimistic
P; is for picky
Q; is for quaint
R; is for restless
S; is for simple
T; is for troublemaker
U; is for understanding
V; is for vicious
W; is for well-rounded
X; is for "xxx" "pornstar" ;O
Y; is for young at heart
Z; is for zesty

I'm...
Kinky
Astonishing
Intelligent
Intelligent

[X] You are very forgetful.
[X] Disorganized.
[X] You are extremely outgoing.
[ ] You're optimistic.
[X] It doesn't take much to make you frustrated.
[X] You become defensive really easily.
[X] Teachers are often telling you to pay attention.
[X] You rebel against rules/order- You like to do things your way.
[X] Impulsive.
[X] You often change topics in mid- sentence.
[ ] You are inconsistent.
[X] HYPERACTIVE.
[X] You are very talkative.
[X] Often loses things.
[X] You are highly sensitive to criticism.
[X] Multi- tasker.
[X] You are very creative.
[X] You often make simple spelling/math mistakes.
[X] Hardly ever tired.
[ ] High self- esteem.
[X] You're spontaneous.
[X] You don't 'look before you leap'.
[X] You're blunt.. even though you try not to be, sometimes things just 'slip out'.
[ ] You have trouble keeping long- lasting relationships with friends, opposite sex, etc.
[X] You are a very open person- You don't mind telling someone your life story.
[X] Enthusiastic about most things you do.
[X] Acting interests you.
[X] Moody.
[X] You often get told that you are irresponsible.
[X] Major procrasternator.
[X] Very humerous.
[X] You try to make any situation fun.
[X] Fidgety.
[X] You hate waiting your turn.
[X] Daydreamer.

I have 31 characteristics of ADHD out of 35.

MY KISSING HISTORY:
1. Do you remember the person you first kissed? – yes.
2. Have you ever kissed someone you weren't dating? – yep
3. Have you kissed anyone in your friends list? – not on here
4. Ever kiss a "best friend"? – yes.
5. Kissed someone within a day of having a bf/gf? – yes.
6. Ever kissed someone younger than you? – yes
7. Older than you? – yes
8. Have you ever kissed someone you hated? – yes
9. Ever made out with someone who was a really bad kisser? – yes.
11. Do you remember the last time you kissed someone? – yes
12. Was it a game? – no
13. Was the person your age? – no
14. Do you regret this kiss? – no

TEN FAVORITES:
01. show? – Family Guy & Wizard of Waverly Place
02. hangout place? – the park
03. color(s)? – purple
04. sport? – Does skateboarding count?
05. mall? – Oakveiw
06. music? – Rock
07. food? – pasta
08. season? – spring
09. day? –  Friday
10. city? – Omaha

TEN FACTS:
01. height? – 5'2"
02. hair color? – Red
03. hair length? – Chest length
04. hair style? –  idk
05. eye color? – green
06. shoe size? – 9
07. best friend? – idk Steve-O,Christine & Callah
08. available? – no
09. have any plans for today? idk
10. mood? – blah!

TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE:
01. have you ever been in love? – yep
02. do you believe in love? – definitely.
03. why did your last relationship fail? – he cheated
04. have you ever been heartbroken? – yes to many times
05. have you ever broken someone's heart? – not that i know of (im not a catch)
06. have you ever fallen for one of your best friends? – Yea
07. have you ever kept it a secret from someone that you liked them? – yea.
08. are you afraid of commitment? – Hell NO
09. have you ever had a secret admirer? – once
10. do you believe in love at first sight? – yea

TEN THINGS; THIS OR THAT:
01. love or money? – love
02. hard liquor or beer? – liquor.
04. hookups or relationships? – relationships.
05. television or internet? – internet.
06. Pepsi or coke? – Pepsi
07. chocolate or vanilla? – vanilla
08. colored or black and white pictures? – both
09. phone or in person? both
10. msn or myspace? – myspace

TEN HAVE YOU EVERS:
01. have you ever been caught sneaking out? – no.
02. have you ever skinny dipped? – no
03. have you ever done something you regret? – yes
04. have you ever bungee jumped? – no
05. have you ever been on a house boat? – no
06. have you ever finished an entire jaw breaker? – no
07. have you ever wanted someone so badly it hurt? – yes
08. have you ever been streaking? – no
09. have you ever ran away? – no
10. wanted to? – yes.

TEN EMOTIONS:
01. are you missing someone right now? – yep
02. are you happy? – kinda
04. are you bored? – yep
05. are you german? – no.
06. are you british? – YES
08. are you Italian? – YES
09. are your parents still married? – no
10. do you like someone now? – yep

TEN RIGHT NOWS:
01. thinking about? – boys
02. are you eating? – no.
03. are you happy? – no
04. what were you doing an hour ago? – this
05. what are you wearing? – skinny jeans & a starwars t-shirt
06. are you cold? – no
07. are you excited? – no.
08. are you upset? – yes
09. what is your current mood? – BLAH.
10. are you alone? – yea

USE PROTECTION!!!!