Science- Is boring

  Math- Hard to remeaber
 
 Reading- easy but boring
  
   Writing- Greek Mythology
 
  Soical Studies- BLah learning about Europe

  French- Torture

  Art- Overly complimented

Is that all i am to you? Nothing but just another girl?
So much for love eh?

I have feelings too, just because i keep my head held high dosnt mean i dont hear what you say about me

Somtimes i wish we never broke up, then i remeaber how much of an asshole you are.

What The FUCK is your Problem? One Day your my friend & next thing i know your telling me to go kill myself? What did i do to you??

If i changed , if i was prettier, skinner, stupider, cooler would you love me too?

Somtimes i sit down & think about this.... Our freindship & i wonder why we even talk.

I know this going to sound stupid, but i fell for you the moment i called you.

       After Fourth period i walked to the lockers & looked around for Him, I felt a hand on my shoulder.I turned to see his smiling face "Hey Tanner" I say blushing. He smiles & says" I'll take this as a yes" I nod & tell him to look for me at lunch & that i will save him a seat. Then i grab my Soical Studies book & rush off to class. I couldnt get my mind of him all class period, Which was ok i guess, i didnt pay attention to Mrs.Myers droning on about Europe. "Everyone its time for lunch" She says as i shoot out of my chair & down the halls to the cafatiera.
      Once i got my food i sat down & waited for Tanner, luckly his class was right after mine. I smiled & waved at him, he nodded in reply. By the time he sat down me & Araya were arguing about books. Finally i turn to him and say "Hello there". He smiled brightly & whispered "So whats a boy got to do to get a hug around here?" I hugged him & siad "Just Smile". We spent the rest of lunch talking about our lives & our hobbies. Then we exchanged numbers , promising to call eachother that night.
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       That night when i got home Tanner called me & we talked for 5 hours. In that time i was 100% sure i had fallen head over hills for this boy! After we got off the phone i layed on my bed looking up at the celling daydreaming about me & him. I fell asleep that night with a smile.... a first in a long time.

      Chapter Two Will come after 3 comments 

Ive always been differnt. Ive never really fit in & i dont think i ever will.  Thats just who i am.....

       Chapter One... The Start

        As I walked to class that day i saw you in the hall, you caught my eye. Your crystal blues shined in the dim hallways, your shaggy blond hair was messy but gorges. You looked up at me & smiled, you left me breathless. I didnt know who you are, but at that moment i knew it was love.
         I walked into class that day with a big smile on, which was differnt from my usual attire. I was wearing my classic skinny jeans, a band tee & my plaid over shirt. Tara was sitting in her seat reading a Wicca book. " Hey Tara" I said as i set my stuff on the seat next to her. "Whats with you?" She said looking up at me from her book.  She was very pretty, but she didnt know it. Her short brown hair was nice & wavy. Her eyes were a shinny brown. "What??? I cant be Happy!" I said.  "Nope" she said."Okay fine... I say this amazing guy outside && he's like dropdead gorgues" She looked at me with a Blank stare. Then Said"God Kaii, why are you so boy crazy?" I ignored her & spaced off for the rest of class day-dreaming about that guy.
         When the bell rings i grab my stuff & head to Science my next class. I set my stuff in my usual spot & go talk to Araya. When the bell rings & Mr.Martin walks in we all sit down.  Then I see who's behind him, its the guy. "Everyone this is Tanner, make him feel welcome. Tanner you will be sitting next to Kaii, she's your new lab partner." I blush as he walks over & sits down next to me. "Hey Tanner, Welcome to AMS." i whisper as Mr. Martin drones on about the Respitory system. 
          At the end on class Tanner hands me a note & leaves. I smile and put it in my pocket. I walk into to my Reading class & sit down to open the note. It said:
     Since im new will you sit with me at lunch? If Yes meet me in the hallway after 4th peroid by Math Class. - Tanner
I was glowing as i folded the note up & put it away.

I will Finish This Chapter if I can more then 2 comments!

          HOT

Plaid Button up Shirt                    
Converse                                       
Scene Hair                                      
Band Tee's                                      
30h!3                                           
Skinny Jeans                                   
Selena Gomez                                  
Skater Hats                               
 
      NOT

Wife Beatters
Uggs
Flat Hair
Hollister
Jonas Brothers
Sagging Pants
Miley Cyrus
Gagster Hats

Hello online people!
   I know pretty much noone reads my blog but whatever.......

    Im Single Once agian......
                                                Im very confused help me!

Ok I love this guy named Tanner, hes one of my closest & best friends. I met him through his gf & my fren Sami. We started talking when his gf(sami) started dating my pycho ex-gf (catie). So we talked to eachother like everyday. Eventually our Bitch Fest turned into a really strong friendship. He's always the one i call when i need cheering up. I'd probablly be dead if it wasnt for him. Eventually i fell head over heels for him. How could i not? Hes not only caring & non judgemental, but he's gorgues. He's 6'2" & he has long blond hair cut in a emo/skater way. He has cyrstal blue breathtaking eyes & the most earth shattering smile.

Just yesterday Sami dumped him. So we talk nearly everyday, Today i invited him to go to church to hang out. He said sure, when we got there we talked for 15 min.Unitl Sami Showed up & basically toook over. Tanner & her talked. She called me a FAT WHORE && kept saying that Tanner hated me & was just to nice to admit it. Which i know is a lie. Then finally she left to see Caite. Me , Tanner & Sam (Sami's bestie) all hung outside the church & bitched about Catie & Sami and Talked. Then Sami came back & was trying to get atteniton by nearly killing herself. Then we went into the Oasis Bathroom & Sami calls Catie & talks. Then calls her Ex-bf Bryce & flirts her ass off & tells him he needs to send her "pictures". I know this shouldnt bother me but she plays with Tanners emotions so much. I rather see him Happy & with her then Depressed single. She told him they were only temporaly broken up. && he dosnt mind. Then Later This girl Hayley (Sams cuz) bitches at me for us not being in church. Sami & her talk then Sami comes back & says "Hayley called you a Whore who smokes pot & sleeps around." I get pissed & confront Hayley. Then Sami comes by & says "Oh Hayley didnt say that it was me."
Gahhhhhhhhh I hate hate HATE HER!!
                                 But i love Tanner so i must deal.

Im serious!
All you girls out there arnt you sick of trying to be a size zero & getting called fat for being a lil bigger!
 I think we should make curves come back
Where  curvy is sexy & skinny is sickly !
 Not the other way around

Ok Today i went on a date with this guy named Bill!
&& it was amazing!
   He has a 6pac & he has amazing hazel eyes.
 We made out pretty much the whole time. But i thought it was so romantic was when i was cold & we were snuggled up togehter he kissed me on my forehead.
  && he dosnt care that im fat,
     he says he'd rather date a fat girl then a skinny one!
   I feel like its love <3

I was thinking about you agian today
 about how i lost you.
Ive loved you since 6th grade
because when we were playing Truth or Dare
you were the only one who would kiss me....the fat me.
You told me i was gorgues
When summer came we didnt talk.
Then you started dating Her
&& i freaked because the day before you were holding my hand
& telling me how beautiful & perfect you thought i was.
I ignored you.
But what hurt the most is you looked in my eye & told me you didnt like me.
I cryed myself to sleep because you said that.
Now were freinds again
When i finally get single agian you find yourself a new girfriend
All i want to do is have you be mine!
When i see you i just wanna go up to you & kiss you.
But im to scared.
&& you'll never know how i feel.
Because you'll never read this.
This pointless little letter shall stay here forever
To remind how stupid i am for not telling you
I love you.....

  Doing Yoga w/ my sis
Me when i was 4 ( JUST CALL ME ANNIE)
Me when i was 5
Frist day of Pre-K
Me when i was 4 at 6-flags
Me eating Cotton candy
SMILE
im in the front w/ the Planet Hollywood  tee (4th grade)
Im in the the GREEN! (i was 10)
YOGA
Me & my sis watching DVD w/ Grandpa
Me & Brooke at the Big Slides in Downtown Omaha
Me & My family @ my moms Gradutaion
ME & Brooke wet & 6-flags
 Yes I am trying to steal a cat
Surpised i didnt crush the horse? Me 2
FATASS ME (only 10yrs old)
Me in 5th grade w/ Brooke


 Me Now (Skinnier but uglier)
Brooke Now