May 17, 2010

• Big Is Beautiful

     

  I just wanted to thank you for calling me back when i hung up
  on you, and grabbing my arm when i started walking away.

  

  The nights I don’t dream about you,
  are the nights I stay up thinking of you.

  

  She says she’s better explaining, intoxicated;
  But that’s when all the chips fall down and there’s nobody around
  To catch her when she hits the ground

  

  “Now when she left me on the floor 
  She knew I’d follow her right out that door 
  She’d always leave you craving more 
  Just the addiction I’ve been waiting for.” 

  

  Leaving isn’t the hardest part..staying gone is’

  

  You make the bad times good
  and the good times unforgettable

  

  Sometimes skulls are thick.
  Sometimes hearts are vacant.
  Sometimes words don’t work.

  

  And we both knew, you’re wrong
  There’s nothing you can do, to ever undo what you’ve done to me
  I loved you, deep in my heart I know you couldn’t love me
  But baby I just kept holding on, I shoulda let you go.

  

  I just poured my heart out. there’s bits of it on the floor. I take what’s left of it and rinse it under cold water, and call him up for more.

  

  This new season I am starting over and that
  means forgetting everything about you. This is
  goodbye

  

  You stung me in a way I didn’t even know I could hurt

  

  • 8:33 pm
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