April 30, 2009
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Hello online people!
I know pretty much noone reads my blog but whatever…….
Im Single Once agian……
Im very confused help me!
Ok I love this guy named Tanner, hes one of my closest & best friends. I met him through his gf & my fren Sami. We started talking when his gf(sami) started dating my pycho ex-gf (catie). So we talked to eachother like everyday. Eventually our Bitch Fest turned into a really strong friendship. He’s always the one i call when i need cheering up. I’d probablly be dead if it wasnt for him. Eventually i fell head over heels for him. How could i not? Hes not only caring & non judgemental, but he’s gorgues. He’s 6’2″ & he has long blond hair cut in a emo/skater way. He has cyrstal blue breathtaking eyes & the most earth shattering smile.
Just yesterday Sami dumped him. So we talk nearly everyday, Today i invited him to go to church to hang out. He said sure, when we got there we talked for 15 min.Unitl Sami Showed up & basically toook over. Tanner & her talked. She called me a FAT WHORE && kept saying that Tanner hated me & was just to nice to admit it. Which i know is a lie. Then finally she left to see Caite. Me , Tanner & Sam (Sami’s bestie) all hung outside the church & bitched about Catie & Sami and Talked. Then Sami came back & was trying to get atteniton by nearly killing herself. Then we went into the Oasis Bathroom & Sami calls Catie & talks. Then calls her Ex-bf Bryce & flirts her ass off & tells him he needs to send her “pictures”. I know this shouldnt bother me but she plays with Tanners emotions so much. I rather see him Happy & with her then Depressed single. She told him they were only temporaly broken up. && he dosnt mind. Then Later This girl Hayley (Sams cuz) bitches at me for us not being in church. Sami & her talk then Sami comes back & says “Hayley called you a Whore who smokes pot & sleeps around.” I get pissed & confront Hayley. Then Sami comes by & says “Oh Hayley didnt say that it was me.”
Gahhhhhhhhh I hate hate HATE HER!!
But i love Tanner so i must deal.
